I’ve been quiet on the blog front for quite a while. First, I
felt there was so much noise during the campaign and election and I didn’t want
to add to the racket.
For the last month, a different kind of turmoil has kept me
silent.
There’s no easy way to say, the cancer I prayed was in my rear
view mirror is back. Almost two years after finishing chemo and radiation, I
start a second course of chemo early in December.
When I was diagnosed with uterine cancer in June of 2014, I
wrote the blog post, After You Hear It’s
Cancer, about my feelings and reactions to hearing those terrifying words. http://4broadminds.blogspot.com/2014/06/after-you-hear-its-cancer.html
I don’t have all the words yet to describe what it’s
like to hear it is cancer the second time around.
I wanted to be done writing about cancer, hoping I’d
already learned and shared everything from this experience that I was supposed
to learn.
But, life doesn't always give us what we want.
So today, I write the blog I hoped never to write.
Each day, I’m reminded again I can live through cancer
one day at a time. I know from experience that is easier when I am not alone.
So, however you send positive vibes into the universe—prayer, chanting, holding
in the light—could you send some of that my way?
